어색한 일이 내가 갑자기 감정적인 문제가 날 갑자기 울기가 발생할 것 같은 느낌 슈퍼와 빨리 변색됩니다. 난 그게 궁금해. 하지만 난 아주 최근에, 그러나 스트레스가 쉽게 나올 수 없다는 얘기가, 주위 사람들이 내가 난 괜찮 아요,하지만 생각하는가 스트레스를 느끼는 사실, 난 가끔 나는 매우 좋은 기분이 정말 아니에요 시간 일부 중고등 학교에서 나의 가장 가까운 친구의 이야기 같아. 하지만 때로는 내가 그들을 밖으로 얘기하는 걸 두려워 해요, 난 그냥 이유는 모르겠지만 .. 하하! 지금은 그들에게 시간과 그것을 그들에게 최고의 시간!

하지만 누구에게? 하하!

여기서 멈추지 않습니다 괜찮 아요 그리고 다음번에 계속

things are fading super fast and i feel awkward that I've a sudden emotional problems that cause me a sudden cry. i wondering what is it. But i feel very stressed up recently, but the stress is unable to be spoken out easily, people around my might think that i'm fine, but in fact, at times i'm not that in the very good mood as sometimes i really feel like talking to some of my closest secondary school friends. But at times i'm afraid to tell them out, i just don't know why.. haha! now is the time to tell them and it's the best time to tell them!

But who to tell? haha!

okay will stop here and continued next time

Perhaps not everyone notice this problem at all, not even my closest friends from my secondary school knows about this. Although i look much normal in my friends eyes but truly enough, my heart is totally hurt right now. And I don't dare to speak to anyone about my problems at all. And don't know how to say it out easily like i do in the past. My feeling is like I'm like a Zombie with no feelings at all sounded like cold-blooded person. But I just wonder what's wrong with me right now?!

At times i really feel like crying at at someone shoulders or at some quiet corners where it can calm me down. People might just wondering, "hey what's wrong? are you okay?" as usually I'm a cheerful and hyperactive person. But recently, i just couldn't do it too often. I just feel so Down and frustrated easily? I need a helping hand but I'm scared to approach. T-T

And this really affected my studies at the moment. I really i want to get back the results that i achieved like before in secondary school! And I feel very awkward when i'm with my friends as currently they have their friends now. Perhaps.. They don't need me? Just feel very Down Down down Down Down~

It's Time for me to concentrate. And I want to be my original self, "the HYPERactive Karen" again!! I hope i could pulled myself back!! =D I'm scared i'm drifting away from my friends!! I'm SCARED!! T-T

Okay That's all for the emotional post that i've post at the moment! :D
"I WILL DEFINITELY PULL MYSELF BACK! And I'M INSPIRED by THE TALK!! And I WILL STRIVE FOR THE BEST!! no Time for Slacking!! "jia you jia you!"

Recently I'm rushing my project and revising for tests as there's a lot coming up!. ..I could realise something that is very strange that is happening, but i don't know who to talk to. Perhaps just kept quiet? but I can't Keep it for long. Hope i could find someone to talk about this.

Haha! TAEKWONDO is great! but I dislike the uniform, as It makes me feel so uncomfortable and making me sweat. But it's good, haha! help me loose fats! haha!

Just thinking,

Perhaps..

2months Of FRIENDSHIP is really equal to 4 years of FRIENDSHIP?
(is a weird question that is running inside my mind right now..)

I guess i've drift apart. I guess i should ride back!
guess should talk to someone about this issue seriously!...
Who can help ya!?
"finding!~"

And SHOULD I or SHOULDN'T I?

okay! have to pause here then..
STUDY TIME~!! :D
BYE~