emmm.. i think i've misunderstands all the things in my life. Which is I thought i've true/close friends, but i don't really think so. This is what i found out this few weeks, as the things i said was like air which will evaporates off just like that by a few seconds. But then friends around me kept telling not to think of negative side, but i guess it should be true. aND recently i seems to lost something important that should be located in my heart. but i don't know where it gone too. I must find this special important thing back! And NOW! I should concentrade on my studies more le! Or Do it now le! And i must write all my doubts here, oh else i cannot concentrade.. emm I've been irritated by those things running in my minD. But i will just erase them in my whiteboard that is in my brain.. So IGNORE!!

CONCENTRADE IN MY STUDIES!!
CLEAR!!
JIA YOU for DISTINTIONS! yeah yeah!!

and thanks for the card & sweets
[to netball juniors]

I guess i'm a person who people will be the first to be blame, maybe i'm not trustworthy to them? guess so? But at least tell me the reasons. Or i'm the one who having those kind of face that you wanted to hit or something? i guess is like that. But Shouldn't have blame me all the time. Oh man. like what the hell. I guess i'm a DEVIL in you people's eyes is it? like what the "H". i really really hated it! Luckily enough, i've some friends that will helped to solve problems and i'm happy to have them around as my friends. And what should i say now, and the things i said, will people believe what i said, or treat it as rubbish which can be forgotten or thrown away easily. Come'on, if you have any problems that is about me, just come and tell me, don't say it behind my back. like that how should i going to know or improve. okay nevermind, just forget it. Treat my blog post as rubbish.. as i'm just saying my thoughts! so HAPPY GO LUCKY! =D

I'm.. nothing but myself!

And today is normal!
FINE!
HAPPY!
SAD
ANGRY
ENTHU
SLEEPY
EMO!

and BYE! what a lame post i've posted!
BE HAPPY! =D

6Th April 2009
A day that is fine in the morning and miserable in the afternoon. I hate people who always last minute cancel things. Really hate this type of person and plus those people who always try to makes things terrible. But i really hate them, seriously! scolding me is okay, but the other parties who make it more terrible which is i hate the most, we are going to be okay already.. But people make it worst i don't understand why!!? Okay I know is my fault at first and i also said sorry. But why are things not solve.? Maybe I'm not sincere enough to say to persuade people. Sigh. Things eventually come back again!!! Which is talking to people no one answer it back, maybe they didnt heard it or they just ignore or i just talking to the air. So I think i better keep quiet it will be a better choice! EMO!! muhahaha! just keep quiet!! shhhh!!

FRISBEE PRACTICE is FINE.. And WOW! one guy from 4/5 is so pro in FRISBEE. SO we MUST JIA YOU!!

BYEE

PS: Really sorry for what i done. And i didnt did it on purpose, i know that i might be harsh to you. But here, i'm terribly sorry to you!! Hope you will forgive me!! "so paiseh saying this over here!"

It just nothing and nothing..~
i'm very tired in the morning and i found out something during work. And make me feel so uncomfortable so i go out twice and finally i've solve the problem. and went back again! and was told that there will be a meeting at 3pm for SOC for COUNTER FRONT SERVICE. So i went home to change and go back again. And the meeting was about how to improve and ETC. and Managers on shift treat us!! Thanks! Yum Yum and full! And we went to somewhere to walk. and Went home straight at 7.

So BORED! Working make my life more quieter! as making me more faster in doing things! haha
Alright. BYE!

Today just went to school as per normal at a earlier timing. usually just go out of my house at 655am or 7am. As my dad is rushing for his work, so i just follow and go early. reaching the school gate, i saw connie walking to school gate. And alight and go into school with her. and find the others. BAND PERFORMANCE is GREAT! nice music! English lessons, nothing actually just practicing our oral conversation. Lessons is okay. But reach to mathematics, my mind gone blurish as Can't remember a single thing.. lucky enough i manage to remember and do it correctly! Phew!~ but i wasted my marks in one question as i forgotten to do working, sigh! regret! but it's okay to have mistakes as you can improve from there. haha! After school, I went to the study corner beside the staff room and find mr cheng about maths and to verified those that i don't understand ones. I stayed and see the match too! HEY CWSS netball ROCKS! DOn't PLAY PLAY haha! and went for shooting too. hehe! and went back to class to find the others and I've finish ALL my HOMEWORK(S) YEAH! can concentrade on studying! Hurray! Went home with my classmates @ 5++ nearly to 6pm. and reach home at 7.02! and miss a short part of my MIT! argh! nevermind it's okay! haha!

To my Classmates:
Hey do anyone of you want to study at library or anywhere? If you want, TELL me or CALL me. I'm free anytime. LET's go study together!! =)

Sometimes, I don't really like people change the topic that i talk about or just ignore me like that as what i think is like "am i talking to the air?" that's what i'm thinking. So sometimes really don't know who to talk to, i will kept quiet at one corner and just do my own things, that's call emo-ing. LOL! PEOPLE sometimes tell me, hey why you emo? or What happen to me?. and the answer i gave them is a NO. Don't have, i'm just feeling tired or i didnt speak any thing out of my mouth. That's weird of me right? LOLS! Hopefully. i hope no one knows this. haha! but that's impossible..

Alright! Gonna take a sleep now ya! BYE!

Today in school is normal! YEAH! It's tiring as I slept late last night haha! Although i turn off my Computer earlier. haha! But Sad to say is I almost can't finish my FOOD that i bought during recess, luckily manage to finish it! Phew! as it cost $3 if didnt finish it, I guess i'll be dead as i waste food! but Sad is i didnt even have my lunch as maybe i'm lazy! but If this goes on, i guess i will get gastric pain for the second time! So I must eat but there must be a limit! MY FRISBEE is damn lousy as it LIGHT! so I wanted to buy another one! Anyone have any suggestions of where to buy a frisbee? If have, Tell me! thanks! Frisbee practice was okay!! Good combination! But last quarter, I'm too lazy to run! haha! so, sorry if i throw curve shots. Hopefully, everyone will attend the frisbee practiCE! and that will strengthen our bondS! YEAH! haha! And home sweet home after practice! yeah! Actually gonna take 176 then 334 but instead of 334, i went to take 99. As it's full! oh man! so no choice have to walk back home. Sigh! Treat as exercising! yeah!

emmm.. I'm abit scared for my N-LEVELs exams! So I hope to have a study session with my classmates! Hey suggest go and STUDY together!! yeah!

Somehow i think that i'm a many sided person, as sometimes i'm HYPER-ACTIVE!, sometimes A EMOTIONAL type of person.., Sometimes a IRRITATING type of PERSON... and alot more! wow! that like WOW! i don't know how to explain as long as i know it by myself! haha!

Nothing is perfect,
And Just be CONFIDENT & trust yourself that you can do it
and
YOU WILL EXCEL in FUTURE!
[phase come across my mind!]


SEE YA!
BYEBYE!!

4/8'09 FRISBEE team *JIA YOU!! 加油!*!!

Wow! Starting in the morning is quite moody for some reason but its' okay after awhile! And People asking me why am i like that? I just like kept quiet over there and daydreaming! and my face is like -_- is totally like that. Lessons are fine, the most enjoyable one is during English lesson! Its Fun! I love it! But it's in the cold environment as we are having English lesson in the music room! And Mr Fazz says that he might bring us to the New Media Room one Day! I can't wait for that.! ha ha! Curious!?

And Today's Assembly is fun! I love the SAF company that came today! the b-boxer is so cool! Oh my god! and the music produce by them is NICE!

Chinese oral is fine for me but there's some words that I'm not sure about! and the topic given is so-called difficult for me to answer. but what's my marks given in the end is 32marks! wow! not bad! highest for today is shirli, 38marks! she is extremely good in speaking! We must learn from her in a good way i meant.

after that FRISBEE practice! It's Fun! And we know our mistakes and we gonna solve it right? YEAH we gonna solve! And we must strive for our best! Come'on Believe in yourself!
the combination is GOOD but we have to work in a team of 7 to 10! So FOUR-Eight'09 FRISBEE must JIA YOU! We can DO IT right?! YEAH!! WE CAN WE CAN.. No WAY FOR YOU PEOPLE TO BEAT US DOWN!! NO WAY!! ha ha! CONFIDENCE!! YEAH!!

Bonding activities will strengthen Our CLASS SPIRIT and FRIENDSHIPS! yeah!
So FRIENDS are IMPORTANT FOR EVERYONE!!
LOOKING forward for FRISBEE!! yeah! WE can DO IT!!!
JIA YOU fOUR-eIGHT'09 fRISbEE tEaM!!