Sometimes being with my friends, I felt left out easily as when finding them to go out is difficult and sometimes want to tell them that i've problem is hard time for me to tell and don't know who to tell too.. Sighh. And i think finding true Friends is difficult and recently i found out that i've abit moodswing recently. And thinking friends are going away from me.. Or maybe i'm bad or what or unreasonable... Sighh.. whywhywhy.. sad sad..

Nevermind forget it! ByEBYE

Hey Guess what?!
recently I found out that
People around the world, around us, and even myself change too. But if someone important goes away to another place, and You are trying to be funny behind i think you are too realistic, that means you are trying to become that person. If you are trying to be that person, I think you should take steps not rushing to that position. what i think, Things cannot be rush, if we rush things, the "whole project" will be mess up. So take it step by step. =D

In order things to be done, It needs team work with your work-mates. [said by someone]

Recently, I find fault with myself, and i think i keep rushing things if i'm not wrongg. And I THINK "I'm Too SLOW TO DO things! and preventing people from doing things. or having moodswing in work." I think people have started to hate me long time ago or recently as I've ATTITUDE PROBLEM or JUST making a foolishness about Myself or you think i'm loud can tell me too i'll try to be softer. but give me time@@ =) If i've attitude problem, must tell me okay! so i know my mistakes and give me time to change myself okay! MUST GIVE ME TIME ALRIGHT??!! IMPORTANT OKAY, SO I CAN CHANGE MYSELF TO A BEtter OF MYSELF!! Heys people need time to change too right? SO if i done anything wrong must tell me! But if you scold me that i done wrong, I don't know what i'll happen to myself alright! Speak to me nicely, I'll confirm listen to you. Don't care is about class matters/ Friends issues or Work issues. Can feel free to speak to me about my mistakes and i willing to listen to you. =)

AND Thanks to YOU, listening to us about things happening and even encourages us too!
BIG THANKSS~!!

Working in Mcdonalds, I found out alot of things. Friendships and relationships with the people over there. And Even sometimes the person who is closers to you, may actually is someone that might say out all your secrets to another person. And also must beware that there might be spy around you too. And Cannot trust people easily too, as you may not know that person may actually say things out! so BEWARE! but not all people are like that too. =D And Even found out that I've learn alot of things in mcdonalds like for example, Runner/counter : this is my main now, But i hope to learn things alright! Give me a chance to learn when there's not much flow of people. But really really! i must repeat this over and over again, if you think i've done wrong something, just say it to me after work or break time! So i can reflect about it and must give me time to change myself to a better one!


HOPE the DAYS working will be a better one ya!
And hope everyone, DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY! =D

人生的得失不重要，重要的是大家在一起!!!

It's THE START OF Holidays! hurray! Cheeerrrss!!**
But Finally i realise what are my weakest subjects, which is always English, EBS and Science. The others are okay. So holiday is the time i can catch up all my stuffs. Although my ranking in the level is good but is not good enough. as the overall is not A1 like 75%. So no matter what is not my time for slacking already. After November, it's my time to study for my weakest subjects. And what i need to do now is READING can improve English! so must READ MORE!! ..no matter how i hate reading, i also have to clear this challenge by myself!
[Karen ,YOu can DO IT! and you can DO EVEN BETTER!!]

Let my tell you my results!
English - Grade C
Mathematics - Grade A
Science - Grade C
Chinese - Grade B
EBS - Grade B
CPA - Grade A
[Cannot review! Sorry Private and Confidential!]

not really good! and this is the targets i set for my End of year and come out to be the same! It's scary to me! oh my god! And my PSP is gone as unable to get 4As, but at least i done my best already and i'm happy with my results le. And i have not choice need to use my own money to buy pSp le sad T-T ... But i'm happy i'm in TOP 10 position hoho! But cannot be too happy! But also must work even harder! hoho!

Okay talk too much le! I can't wait for OBS to come! 3rd november! hohoo! Can't wait! And Sentosa Part 2, 2nd CLASS OUTING at SENTOSA/?? dontknow where. And after all this. I will be spending my time in library & Gym. I went library is to study as for gym of cause going there to study! hehe. And MY N-Level is not far away! SO JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

BYEBYE!

Hello! to readers who might reading my blog. =)
Finally the CWSS netball olympic league 2008 is OVER! hurray congrats to the winning team, JING JING!! and everyone have fun too, i think so but is a good bonding among the sec 1s to sec 4s(some of them and including the NST) netballers. But i still like NST!! As when we have fun, we have it together. Times be serious, we also be serious too. But actually my team, ying ying could win but because of my carelessness in shooting and keep hiding behind the defenders. But i hope that i can improve in my skills too. At least Ying Ying tried our best ya!

And happy to know that Outward Bound Singapore is Coming in 2 weeks or less time! YEAHH Oh my god! I can't wait already! Hoping to get the things ready and go! 3rd november, 730am must reach school! oh man! SO early but nevermind is okay for me haha. I will get souvenirs to my sisters! haha! so must wait for my souvenirs for you people okay! haha! But when i go i hope to be more motivated, be more independent and more confident! And Most important, Clear my fear in Heights! Okay this is all the updates on OBS.

Sad school is ending in 2 days time! But great! I can relax but also must exercise and stay healthy hehe! Or else i will be coming obese! [later people will be seeing a fatty karen LOL].

Last week went to Asian Civilisation Museum on Friday with mostly other class people as the rest of my class went there at different timing. how i wish to go there with my classmates! haha But a good thing is going with other class people as maybe we can make friends with them. i made some there haha. cool right haha. some of them even come and find me for answer. But it's okay also haha. It's a cool place to be in! Hope to go the toy museum!!

Have to logout now and byebye!

歌曲: 秘密基地
歌手: 棒棒堂



问自己 有没有难过的回忆
偏偏你 在一旁吐槽当作回应
说一句 宇宙无敌的冷笑点
只有你回应 嘲笑我的低龄
眼前很多难题别担心 我会更有勇气
绝招很稀奇 我们一齐出击

有一座秘密的基地 在这里不需要言语
那些不好对别人说的事情 我为你搞定
有一座秘密的基地 在这里有欢笑陪你
就算外星人攻击也不会离去

眼前很多难题别担心 我会更有勇气
绝招很稀奇 我们一齐出击

有一座秘密的基地 在这里不需要言语
那些不好对别人说的事情 我为你搞定
有一座秘密的基地 在这里有欢笑陪你
就算外星人攻击也不会离去
我挺你挺到底

不时在难过 我们学着去享受
就全力放手 面对批评的音波
更相信 更肯定 彼此的勇气
又把所有困难闯破

有一座秘密的基地 在这里不需要言语
那些不好对别人说的事情 我为你搞定
有一座秘密的基地 在这里有欢笑陪你
就算外星人攻击也不会离去
我挺你挺到底

歌曲:对不起
歌手:王子

多久了没有你的消息 上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定 对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪著你 你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性 对不起不该让你伤心

有时候 你会让让我
儘管我大男人发作
有时候 你会装作不懂
默默地 留一些空间给我
这些事情 其实 我一直都藏在心裡

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去 我学著让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃 说声对不起

有时候 你会让让我
儘管我大男人发作
有时候 你会装作不懂
默默地 留一些空间给我
这些事情 其实 我一直都藏在心裡

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去 我学著让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃

请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护著你
小小的爱情 却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的 想念的都是你
请你相信 一个这样的我

请原谅我 对不起 对不起
(end)

Wow wow wow.. my the important papers have ended hope i can get my flying colours ya. Wah the days of stress had already passed hahaha! hurray! And hope the hardwork i've put it has work ya! or what the days i went to library to study is wasted sigh. So i must prove people wrong that i go library to study and not to play okay! emm..

Things are troubling for very long time but i realises it's better not to Care about other people business or Find Fault with people. Or people like very free to find fault with me, like they are brain damage.

%#$%@#%$%#$%#%$ Hey it's my mouth right, I want to talk is my business right, You have no rights to ask me to shout up okay and before you ask people to shut up, please think, have You done the right way which is "Did you talk at the first place?". And I didn't Provoke you people, Please don't anyhow Becoming crazy like a *** and Anyhow scold anyone of us okaY!
And please don't be like a mouse hiding behind and backstabb people okay!..
[I dont know who i'm refering too haha]

These few days i found working is FUN! Maybe not alot of people agree with me But I think can make money by myself is good! At least i know earning money is difficult! So to some people including myself, THINK BEFORE YOU SPEND YOUR MONEY! *Laugh*

Okay i have too much of talking over here and it's time to shut up now!
BYEBYE