Sometimes i just wonder who are my trusted people. But somehow sometimes i just can't find one. Oh boy, Just cannot find one. Sometimes i just think that trust make me so scare until i don't dare to trust anyone anymore. Some of them is just telling me a Joke meaning lies. You know, i just can't understand. Until this year starts, i realise one thing, people around really really changed! Oh maybe i'm the one change. I don't really have lots of friends. Maybe some of them used me for something. Or hide something from me. or whatever i dont care. But scold me for no reasons, i can really give you hell or throw the tables/chairs/penknifes or etc. things at the person who i tolerate for along long time. Or sometimes i realise i had made a mistake or rather a serious one. But sometimes really can't control it. Oh man, Really hate it. Just feel extras sometimes But just don't wanna say it out. Just hide it in my heart. when finding someone to tell secrets, sometimes will ended up getting scoldings. I just want to hear a good comment about it. I want a Gurdian angel that i can tell secrets too and it can give me abvise.. haha Craps craps craps before these. LOLs. It's just craps. I just writting craps hahahaha. No need to bother what i've written.

People in my class really change to BAD to WORST!! Like become satanS!

Nothing to SAID just feel bored and just say it out.

So BOred You know har. I BORED Thinking life is Not Meaningful. But nevermind there's friends around me. But they everytime kept secret from me. Everytime i wanted to ask they always say "Nothing" Anyway. I dont want to care. And someone always make me very frustraded. I just don't know why. AS i didnt scold her. But yet for nothing she come and scold me. Do you think is very rediculious. If tell her that "you everytime use the scolding tone to talk to me", she confirm scold me back. I don't know why also. That's why there will be alot of conflicts between us. I hope your Attitude can change ya. Not i want to scold you or anything. But i just can't tolerate anymore. So i think you know who i refering. Nevermind think of these things. Oh my god making me very stress up. Like making all the white hair all standing out of the root. And no need to see this also. hahaha.

Nothing to post also. BYEBYEE.....

My heart feels a bit of sour and a taste of bitter soup. I hate it. Always feels extra between the friends. I always hide in my heart not to show it out. And knowing that I always make people feel bored. People may dislike me now a days. Thinks that I always think high up thinking of winning actually NO. Actually is I want other people know that our class is not a useless class. But a class with potential. And I think the school doesn’t care about our class at all. Seeing that they don’t even check our class cleanliness. And always getting scolding from people. I know I’m loud and these few years I keep trying but I just cannot control and I will try to control. (Just feel like crying, just don’t know why.) And that’s why makes me feel like going for a councilling session to speak out my problems.

[Nothing to know haha.. It's Private and CONFIDENTIAL!]

Theres' satan people on earth like those people that did something on purpose or taking revenge. So Better Just Be Yourself. But don't be the worst of yourself.

Wednesday, 09 April 2008
Today just go to school as normal. Nothing special happen. But just think that life in class is not meaningful except outside classroom. =D As it's makes me vert frustraded. But just don't want to show it out. Feel like going for a Couciling As i think that i have alot of Problems between one person, I always suffered but i just don't want to say. Keep on scolding me. Do she think that she have fault? Oh please, forget it. Keep on scolding me. What the hell man!? After school, went to grace mei's house to have lunch and taking makers to decorate the class. And we chit chat at her house. And went off after eating. And went back to school. And Shirli, wendy & connie come back from popular. Just decorate. haha. After everything. Went for the captain's ball Competition. Only 7 of us there. As melissa, xinrong & felicia went for parade. And WE keep on playing. And as our oppon. didnt come. So we win by an accident. LOLs. and one of my friend injure badly cannot play during games day. Heard that she bang by someone(??). So she take mr vilau car home as mr vilau insist on bringing her home. And after that went to a block. as something happen cannot say hahaha. SILENCE, I KILL YOU!! LOLs. And REach home at 8pm. Take cab home. LOLS

I hate Betrayer!! If don't anything don't anyhow make up story! What the Fu*K! And I Don't know That you betrayed us by doing this such things to us! If you don't know the truth, Please don't anyhow Spread around with your "beautiful" Mouth. And Just keep the secret to yourself! and no need to let the whole world know right! And don't BE a COWARD ok! Just solve the Problems yourself. And the thing you betrayed us, You didn't make clear the point or truth yet then you spread. And by the way we didnt even tell others yet you betray us.. Oh Please don't act a good person infront of us. And we don't take such jokes anymore. If you wanna say please say it to other people. And we are not like insulting you but we want to make you think that we say that is for your own good! If you want to backstabb us again.. go ahead. i guess we don't want to care anymore and since you like not treating us like nothing. but PLEASE Solve the problems yourself don't be a coward. If you want to ask other people spam my blog go ahead. i dont care. you want to say bad things go ahead. Not i'm the one get in trouble what and in the is you are the will get retribution what it's not us. and know that you are pretty but don't use your beauty to fake the others. And that is as what friends would say.!
[OPS it's Private and confidential, If you want to know ask me personally okay!]

Forget it I dont want to waste my saliva on this. It's tiring. HOW dare you! LOLs. Stomach ache LOLs. Can't take it anymore! LOLS "SLIENCE, I'LL KILL YOU!! LOLS" Funny untill my stomach aches LOLS

Title of the song: 我们之间
Singer: 棒棒堂


这一段时间有着什么样的画面
喜怒哀乐全写在日记里面
发现每一页全都是经典
所有故事都值得纪念

现实的考验我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁

手牵着手(连成线最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边
雨水下过的季节
让我好想念

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现

现实的考验我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁

手牵着手(连成线最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边
雨水下过的季节
让我好想念

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现
我们之间一瞬间变成了乐园

我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点会发现
所有的心愿会实现

Wednesday, 2nd April 2008
Today just simply normal and just fine. Get back Maths results was quite happy about it. But can't be too happy later will drop into the pool of water. I think when i wrote that i think people will get what i mean or they don't even know. And today's English Was GOOD and the VENUE is at AUDITURIUM! I love That place the most! A good place for lessons. Hoping that Mr Fazlin bring us there again! And today is Our class's CDP performance. And venue AUDITURIUM again. But luckily is only SEC3s Won't be like nervous or very shy(malu) or whatever. Other classes like no problem but afew of us didnt take a chance to see some of the classes perform. But some of their presentation is really cool! Funny also. But ours not bad but like didnt express it correctly as there's not enough time. But during the show, meaning the first part, It's like throwing paper balls as we need to act conflict then we throw at each other. And that's is last minute work and after our performance, the teacher said that our class's girls so violence LOLs. and saying if you offend them you will get a consequeues LOLs Funny cannot take itLOLs. After CDP skit, Went back to class. And shirli said that she is treating us something for those who are acting/helping for CDP, thank you shirli, Your the best! =D. LOLs! And went to Jurong Entertainment Centre,KFC for Lunch with Felicia A.k.a. Pineapple mei and Xinrong aka Banana mei. We do something very insane and which make people thinks that we are insane and that moment we are very crazy. Seeing things that is not there. LOLs And we are like crapping at KFC. I think making a family of three cannot take it and they keep looking at us. i think their mind is saying we are insane is it.? LOL. We hear something maybe is not right or good stuffs.hehehe.. The two of them maybe know what i say LOLs. And after Eating went to JE popular, We keep like joking over there. LOLs. And like crazy people. LOLS. SO high at the moment LOLs. And we spend 1hour plus at popular. Wow. Crazy right! Our purpose there is helping to find a file. ya. LOLs. And One of them like crazy, keep on buying things then like suddenly become high. I think she should know who is she i refering too. Obviously ya. LOLs. And we shop around the place and around 5pm leave the place. And everyone of us left the place and home sweet home. =D

Thursday, 3rd April 2008
Just Very tired. And Just wanted a Clear Minded for SLEEPING. hahas. Today's Weather is GOOD for Everyone to Sleep as It's Cold! and Can help you to save Electricity by not on-ing the air-con. Today totally lose voice as my voice already spend for Cheering stuffs. Today's cheering was alright. Even though we didn't perform well but we tried our best already. Win or lose is not important the most important is The experiences we gain during the cheer and change the mistakes. =D But There's something funny happen after the cheer auditions. =P Cannot say my secret haha =P. Today just simply fine and just normal nothing special happen actually. But i lose my voice because i shouted LOLs. The weather at my school was Really "perfectt" LOLs. Making me around 6pm then can go home. Good right. I just simply stay in the school canteen LOLs. 0.o.. 2.4km test get bronze LOLs. Nevermind it's okay. I also hack care but i think is very wasted because the other stations the most of it i can get a 5points because of 2.4 i cannot get gold arghs! >_
(No matter win or lose, It's just a experience and must gain from it!)