Theres' Alot of things that happen in my Class. And maybe i can just dissappear from this class and go to other class. As thinking that sometimes this is not like a class to me and some of my classmates think too as sometimes we irritates teachers and they can't teach us, And create a chaotic scene during lesson or/in class. Actually i'm at fault too but these few days i'm trying to keep my volume down. Losing a friend is like everything is gone. But just be realistic alright. If something touch wood happen. It's not my problem alright. HATE, Hate ,HAte, Just let it be. I don't wanna care about anything. Before people think that i'm irritating and thinking that i'm too busybody. So better don't care about it's better. And Now I just wanna study study study nothing better then study alright. And Just be with the people who i think is a good ones to me. Not I'm being racist or whatever. And no need you people to control my habits or behaviour or attitudes, That's my problem. And also none of your business and just care about yourself. And no RIGHTs to say anything.

Thinking that now life is meaningless when i'm in the class alone. But being with my friends i think is meaningful me. =D Using a penknife to end the life or making scar on it. I think it's foolish to me. But to most of them is a NO. I think. But once i wanted to cut on my hands but my beloved friends told me not too. And thinking another way was it will make me lose blood. Thinking of these things in my mind turning, Rather think about what i want in the future. Which will be good. But now hoping the seven of us won't have anymore fights or quarrel about something that is childish or whatever that make us angry. Hoping one day we sit down and shoot out all the unhappy stuffs that happens in our minds. Hoping that will happen ya.

A stressful moments that i've exprience today.

Choices we made have Consequences too =D