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27 November 2007,Tuesday

Today was just tiring as normal as yesterday used up too much energy, As just recover from my illness. Today went to Vivo city with Felicia & Xin Rong. Meet them at Previous Commonwealth Secondary School Campus. But I was Late for 1hour. Oh my god, So Sorry to them. And FOrgotten to Bring my MP3!! OH my God, I miss the songs alot like cannot live without my precious MP3. And I first thought my MP3 lost on the way, But guess what the fact is, I place my MP3 on the table and just leave the house. Oh man. So Forgetful the little girl. And when i reach i saw the bus 188 just went off. And in my mind was "Scream" why the bus went off! Nevermind too late who ask me to go out of my house late. REach i saw felicia & XinRong Sitting on the so-call bench. And they just walk towards me and we went to the opposite to wait for the bus. The bus take so Long to come, i'm like keep cursing there, why the bus so long like so not patient. And the bus took about 15mins to 25mins to come. i wonder what happen to the bus. And the ride took 30mins to reach the destination. And Stop at Harbourfront Bus Inter-change. And before, we step into Vivo city, i went to top up my EZ-link and on the way there, there's two teenagers asking us to donate money, was like dont feel like donating, but yet we donated 2bucks shared among the three of us. And when we reached, the first thing we went to the toilet as felicia wanted to go. So we went. Guess who we saw? Our Chinese Teacher, Ms B Wong. was abit shock when saw her. After the toilet trip, went walking around.... And We saw our classmates[kenneth, jia jun, wilson , yeowchong] with our chinese teacher. Heard that they went for a Movie, HERO. I think so Not sure about it too. And went walking around, I went to buy donut to eat. YumYum.. and we walk walk walk.. Our Tummies sounds hungry so we went to kopitam to Eat Desserts. "So sweet yum yum, Ta Hao Chi LIAO" And went going off XinRong lost of Ring, So we went helping her to search.. But just cant find it so we left the place. And we went to walk around, and walk up to the top floor, DAISO!! i went to buy the sweets i wanted to buy for long time. So i brought it and we went out to the so-call Playground and we take pictures among ourselves. And i thinking of asking the guys and B wong to take some pictures, So we Sms them to come up when they watch finish the movie. And after about some times, saw them outside so i wave at them asking them to come in. So they went, and one of them so shy dont dare to come, i wonder is because of who. Maybe is... *** ****,?? And when taking pictures, i do alot of stunts. Making myself so high up. And after that went to arcade to finish up our coins. And Now everything is over, Everyone of us went our ways and go home sweet home. Reach home around 8pm+.







28 November 2007, Wednesday

Today just went to school for trainings as normal like 8am, alot of sweat coming out of my body cant take, why am i so wet. Aiyoo.. And feel very normally, but some unwanted things there. LOL. we still play games. And after trainings actually got team talk but talking about other things... Like where to meet on monday before the friendly match against Clementi Town SEc. And What time etc... Then Actually want to say somethings out But just didnt say it and there's nobody saying too so i just shut up there. And after some of the people left, i went eating with the rest of the team and we talk about alot of stuffs. And after eating went to take bus home and home sweet home...

Just Feel Very tired just sweating alot like crazy..

[XIAOoHuii]

Having a Headache, i think i overwork myself too much in all the games. But i'm not use to the position long time didnt try that positions, So i think i must try to play both of the positions well on court. I think it's because i just recover from my illness. Hoping that i can catch up, I feel very guilty about the things i made on court/practices are wrong. Like Throwing away passes, hiding behind the defenders.. ETC.. So NOW's the Time for me to IMPROVE!! Hoping that i can be better in the next trainings or In Future. SO I must JIA YOUS!! =D Today Like continuously playing on Court. I think only rest for 2games or more..?? It's okay, At least having a Exprience. [must Tell myself, "heys Stop Hiding, Run out!!"] Feel so unhappy about this , Why i throw away passes sometimes, Shooting like become lousier.. I guess because i get sick. So unlucky, sickness will make me Dead or creating trouble for myself. Or rather get effected. Hehes.. I think Gotta go now Written too much..

[XiaooHuii]

Wow. A few days didnt post anything up as i'm sick, and nothing to post..
And i'm so unlucky, Cant attend my trainings. Sigh. Wondering what they do during trainings, Actually insist of going but my mum dont allow me to go to school. Scare that it will get worst. I guess i didnt drink too much water for past few days. Cause me to get a worst sore thoart. And need to spend money to see doctor. Sigh. Hoping tomorrow can go for netball training. Hohos. AS I'm bored like crazy at home.
These whole week there's alot of things happening, especially sadness between my friends. Hoping they can settle it fast!! sighh.. These things are so troublesome.. sighh.. Oh yarh, one of my friends birthday coming soon next week.. emm wondering what to buy for her? Emm Can buy Hehes her favourite!! hehes.. Hohos Happy vocation!! =D

[XiaoHuii]

Today's trainings quite fun. I love it alot. At least got to play once, But thinking that our B Div and with the whole netball team[add the C Div] is like more bondings. And we like getting closer to each other. Hoping my passes will be better haha. Must train HARd!!. After Trainings went eating with the B div netballers, the food is so yummy. yum yum after eating went to popular to buy lollipops and home sweet home.. =D

Hohos.. Gotta go hehe.

[XiaoHUII%]

These few days addicted to Brown Sugar Macchiato[ 黑塘玛奇朵]. I love this show alots. REpeatly watch these show for days. And Yesterday got good news for me. Hehe. Which is my backbone have improvement!! Hoho. But hoping to Grow TALLER!! To the height i wanted! And i bought a Wallet & a Pink shirt yesterday. Hehes. Yesterday's training quite fun. Waiting for tomorrow's training. Gotta go. hehes

The things i wanted to buy for next year school reopen:
- Bag at Zinc
- HangBag [minitoons/yellowshop/wallet shop] and Socks at Minitoons
- School shoes at [Converse/bata]
- Sports shoes at school
- New PE T-shirt
- NEW FBT pants[black,red,lime+White,Blue,Gray & ???]
[there's more not sure yet]


[XiaoHUII]

Today having cramps around my arms and legs. AS yesterday went to GYM to exercise, My god it's tired at the first time. But maybe the second time i go will not be tired. That's i anyhow guess.[Laugh out loud] Hoping tomorrow i my legs and arms will not be crampy liao. Oh Feel sleepy gotta go.

[XIAOOHUII]

It's 12.13am already! Oh my Gooshh! so late already. HOw i wake up Later for my netball trainings? *Laugh out LOUD* Nah MY Training start at 2pm! SO no worries. But after today's training, it will start in the morning! OH my GOD! HOW HOW HOW? Help! Just try sleep early. Sigh. Hope wont sleep over time ya. Oh eh I just changed my background picture. Hope it will last long untill next year. So wont be too troublesome everytime need to change. Still thinking how to change the layout! Anyone know how to create "clicks" Blogskin! NEEd Help! If anyone knows, Let me know!! Thankks! =D

Need to go and sleep! wish everyone have a good sleep! Byebyes!!

[XIAOOHUII]

Everything just goes fine with me, I just Hate myself during Trainings. Just Dont understand why i feel that. As The passes i throw was LOUSY ever! I think Long time didnt practice already. So NOW's the Time for me to practice. And my shooting skills is dropping too. I just Dont understand even i aim already and use the strength that need at a point it just dont go in. Sigh. Did i stress myself too much or giving myself alot of stuffs to do? I just Dont understand. Am i having problems between the people there or what? I just dont get it. maybe i have no confident?! [Come' on Karen;Xiaohui believe yourself you can do it ya! Jia YOU!!] Just keep on Practice. Now it's the solution. I wonder what's wrong to my Music Player! It's Gone Crazy!! Hope The songs wont Dissappear. Yesterday my Face is ALL RED! Argh What is happening! Looks like Blushing! Goosh nevermind is the normal reaction for me ya. LOLS. Yesterday Was A okay and Fine day for me Haha. Oh Too Hushh Gotta Go Byebye

[XIAOOHUII]

Tags Replies:
PEAEL POSESSION:
O.o Your Welcome ya, Glad your okay now! =D And ALways Welcome!! =D

Xue Er:
Yar Long time didnt See liao, O.o Thanks. Take Cares TOO ya!! =D

PINE ' 婉婷 ; felicia [: :
Felicia, oh It's Okay de larh, We are friends mahh We shld help each other.

JiaJin:
Ohh Happy Deepawali too LOLs. LOLS.

Having Pandas EYes today, sigh. Because today around 1.30am then went to sleep. But yet still can wake up early. Wow... It's Incredible man. Nothing much about today. Was just slacking at home using computers to watch movies. Now a days having a very NOT HAPPY feeling. But this is not i wanted to be. Okay lets' make myself relax and forget and make my life easier ya. And be a person that i wanna be. Which a Hyper, SPorty and cheerful girl that some of the people thinks about me. the kind of EMO attitude is not me at all. SO dont let those things influence me. LOLs. Finally done the class T-shirt design and i post it to the CLass BLog Already. Wooshh But i dont really like, But i'm helping them to put in the colours. Hohoho.. Tomorrow there's Training, Hoping it will be peaceful and nothing happen to me.[haha i hope so ya]

Being ask by felicia to do a survey. Sigh. Okay i just do it. Wait for my Surveys ya.

[XIAOHUII]

Today was a day i help the teacher in the staffroom for the staying up until till very late. Helping to slot out the photos for next year's SEC3s, when i look at my classmates and my own photo i was like 'curious' why at others wonder why they change so much and very angry about mine, mine like mushroom yuck. I hate it. . It was easy at the first one hour after that hour feel that my hand is abit tired. As it's a long time i didn't cut stuffs since the last day of school... Eh Nah Actually have cut but not like from 2pm to 5.30pm[about 3 an 1/2hours long] Quite a long time didn't help the teachers already, If there's another chance, i want to help again too. It's quite fun staying in the staffroom, but sometimes heard some ringing sound. And when it's very quite it's quite scary. Mr cheng like teasting Connie and i about something. I was like ???___???. His quite a weird teacher but quite good at computer stuffs. After doing those stuff, went to the canteen to buy melon tea, and i saw my classmates as they are having NCC. Their voices was like very loud even at the 3rd floor also can heard them shouting. I was like shock, if i were having training today or other days my ear will burst by their voices as my trainings is usually at the parade square aka netball court. But when i reach the canteen actually wanted to buy melon instead but i go and buy H2O and drink. Maybe addicted to the drink already. As every trainings always drinking it. after buying it, went out of the school to wait for the bus. But instead of waiting for the bus, went to loiter around the reservoir. The air at the reservoir is making me refreshing. This kind of air is fantestic and it's suitable for those people who is EMO, ANGRY or STRESS. And it can help them alot. And we headed to the bus-stop, 176 come. And home sweet home. LOLS.
**GOtta Improve my lousy PASSES, SHOOTING, ATTACKING & DEFENDING skills. Hope will not feel lousy during trainings. And gonna improve!! It's a MUST!!

Woah Gotta end now. Bye Bye.

[XIAOHUII]

i'm wondering why happen to me during netball, i guess it's not me. As the stuff i do in netball was dam terrible. my PASSES SUCKs, SHOOTING sucks, ATTACKING sucks and LOTS more. GRhh. Now Feel very stress in netball i guess i put too much on myself. And have no confident at all. Feeling that the person in me at that time is not me at all. *SCREAM* I need someone to cheer me up and someone can help on the netball skills. WONDER who can help me to solve this problem. But i think the best person is myself. I must Believe myself that i can do it. Nah... Arhh I dont want to say this anymore it will make me feel terrible like crazy. Actually i'm suppose to be a girl that is very cheerful and hyper active that my friends think of me. But when i'm in netball i think i change to another person. Guessing it's too stress during trainings but i think i shouldnt put too much to myself. Hoping next training i wont be like that. SAying the truth all of them are pretty strong. so admired them. Actually today feeling very down, but after seeing my friends my face totally change to the hyper one. I guess i'm a person making people very Not happy easily to make people fired. And i hate this type of feeling. And it's SUCKS alot. I hate it. HOw can i change this? GOd, can you help me get someone to help me solve this problem. Hope you will fulifilled my wish. But i just dont understand why people like to make to frustraded? I just dont understand. But i know in my class i hate some of the people. The reason that why i hate them is, they disturb me untill i really cannot take it and i go and throw stuff at them. but i'm serious i really throw stuff at them. Hope next year i will change my attitude to another person. That is different from this year. Like being kind to others , treat people nicely, must tolerate people who disturb me, must not be angry easily, this is my wish for myself. hope it wont happen AGAIN!!

Today after training went to kenneth house to find Xin Rong and felicia, But felicia was feeling like very down down. But i think she very tired. if i'm not wrong. Haha. But got secret between felicia and i. About ourselves haha. i got mine and she got hers too. haha. But sometimes i tell her my stuffs too.
FELICIA NO WORRIES YA. WE ARE FRIENDS. IF THERE'S ANY PROBLEM IN YOUR MIND, I WILL LEND YOU MY EARS AND HELP YOU. FIND ME IF YOU HAVE PROBLEMS.!! =)

Hoping to have a CLASS outing. And TEachers will go too, because some of them are not teaching us next year so hoping to get around for the last time. I hope will be at EAST COAST PARK or SENTOSA. Not comfirming where to go. hoping ALL TWOEIGHTIANS will come for class outing. HOpe so ya. Friends outing, emm i think i really have no time for this, but i can try to throw my time when there is no trainings. TO go out with them. But must see my parents allow me to go out anot.

Ops i have written too much already. gotta now. Tomorrow need to go to school and help mdm ker to do something.

[XIAOHUII%]

Past few days, Having something always in my mind. Hoping to saying out, but it will hurt people very deeply. But there is something i know that maybe will be shocking. I guess better dont say it is better. Let myself keep it as my life time secret. When that thing happen, Then i say it out. But Should i say or dont say. Sigh. So Troubled. nevermind let's Forget it. But I now have abit of uneasy in trainings. Just Feel That very extra and very lonely. Like only can talk to the air. Although i like to play NETBALL alot but abit troubled with stuffs during trainings. But sometimes feel that no body wants to like do passes with me. Nevermind forget it. FOrget about this. Just Make myself lonely. Just sit aside by my side next training which Tomorrow. Just Sit alone at one side. But Acting normally on court that's all. This is what i can do to make people feel happy. Since have a strong feeling that someone like NOt happy with me. Just act normal infront of people. I guess better dont say on. It will make me hate someone more than a million times. Ohh I Cant wait for tomorrow's training as i can throw out my stress energy inside my heart! SO fired on FRIDAY. HOpe there will have nothing happen.

the words below is hurting. AND there's nothing to SEE.
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
BLoody HELL.. I HATE IT!! I HATE IT!! I HATE IT!! I HATE IT!!! I HATE IT!!
SINCE PEOPLE ARE MAKING ME STRESS UP. I THINK I BETTER TRY ON PENKNIFE!! VERY STRESS!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! ALREADY KEEP IN MY HEART FOR 2years!! BUT PENKNIFE I GUESS IT's FOOLISH WHEN MY MIND IS GOOD AND NOT STRESS. BUT WHEN EMO it's A GOOD MEDICINE I GUESS!! STUPID MIND GO AND DIE STUPID STUPID STUPID. AND I KNOW I'M STUPID IN SPORTS NO NEED TO LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE RIGHT. HEY I HAVE INTEGRITY OKAY. BEAR THIS IN MIND. JUST SAY IT INFRONT OF ME. DONT SAY IT BEHIND ME JUST SAY INFRONT WONT KILL YOU RIGHT. COWARD. BACKSTABBER!! I HATE IT. INSULT ONLY FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.... I BETTER FORGET IT!!
[hoho sorry i'm too violence already.]


ops. Sorry i just throw out my dirts in my mind. SORRY. I'm not purposely write those dirty words. AS I'm VERY FED UP ABOUT SOMETHING that's Why i write those stuff in today's post. Ohh LET ME HIGH UP. GOTTA GO now BYEBYE

[XIAOHUII]

Yesterday's Training was alright, It's Cool my energy finally can work properly although is tiring. But is FUN!! It can train my physical..[LOLS] Then next year's Physical Test Still Can be the same standard like this year, Then my hard work is not wasted. At Another Hand, Hope to change my weirdly attitude or habit. And Having a STRONG netBALL skill!! Tomorrow I will be Meeting Felicia and XinRong at the old school before i go For NETBALL..

Gotta End. Cant Wait for tomorrow's Training!!.

[XIAOOHUII]