So Tired Yesterday, and Thinking that i very stupid during trainings. As i dont know how to run away from defenders. Yesterday some of us are unhappy during trainings but actually there is nothing to say too and it's normal. But Some of them are giving attitude during trainings heard from one of my sec 3 seniors. But SERIOUSLY think that i must use my brain during trainings on where to run or whatever. But I should say the truth that i feel that i'm not so close to some of the netballers. As maybe i dont dare to go near there or whatever. But i think i should forget all the stuffs when netball trainings comes and concentrade on it. otherwise there will be accident for me.

I MUST have a WORD "DARE TO PLAY on COURT" that kind of SPirit may help me.

("what am i talking about har?? i think i should like be serious in the court and not having fun")
("should i do about it lehh" "should I Give a DAM" Or "dun Give a DAM")
("but do that is very BAD as some of them talk to me should i ignore them?? But that's BAD")
("it's not my attitude to ignore my friends when they talk to me" )
(But when i doing things, i should give a DAm First, when after trainings then talk to them ")
("That Should be my attitude right?")
("Very STRESS during lessons, Feel someone is taking REvenge on me")
("That i didnt Feel it at all, God Can Tell Me what should i do to solve the problem??")
[**THAT's EMO man, is not me.**]

WHAT the hell am i talking about? I though in class is happy and cheerful thing, actually is not. It will make me CRY sometimes and making me very Stress about it. But Thinking that there is no use of crying. I should Give a DAM when people scold me, i mean my friends or classmates scold me.

WHAT THE HELL!! EVERYTIME SCOLD ME, BU SHUANG IS IT, CAN KILL ME LARH, bY USING A PENKNIFE TO KILL ME SEENS YOU SO BU SHUANG OF ME. EVERYTIME SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD I'M NOT YOUR PUNCHING BAG HOR. WAH LAU. Think WHAT YOu The lao DA is it. EVErytime Scold scold scold.
[TO one of the Girls 2/8]

AND YOU EVERYTIME ONLY KNOWs HOW TO BULLY GIRLS BY INSULTING PLEASE.. CAN YOU USE YOUR BRAIN BEFORE SCOLDING OR INSULTING OTHERs. BEFORE YOU INSULT OTHER people. PLEASE USE YOUR BRAIn TO THINK FIRST HOR.
[TO one of the Guys 2/8]

this is my blog i can write whatever stuffs i want to write, NO ONE have RIGHTS to ask me to anything!!!!!

STONES ARE PRESSING MY HEART DOWN VERY DEEP. I CANT BREATH CAN ANYONE HELP ME TO CARRY AWAY!!

[AHcare]