I try Not To THINK "something" Useless. But i just Could not make it. it will Just Appear Automaticly, Wonder i really like that person or whatever. Could Anyone Tell Me a Solution to treat a Person normally Like Friends? Thinking That No Ones Cares About me in school. I think i will just keep quiet and shut up for the Whole month in Class. And Dont talk Since i talk so noisy, i think i dont talk better. So i must tell myself that i want to be a REal cell Of mine. Like Cheerful, Always Happy, No Sadness, no jealously and ALways Get High easily.

Today reached school at 720am, it was late, and when i reach school. I was wondering what is those green colour stuff near the parade square. Then I go nearer, I saw something then i realise it was NCC day, Because saw they Wearing uniform. Then Life goes on, untill S.S lesson i feel tired, and lie down and Sleep. Dont no what happen around me. So i wake up everyone is gone. and the Door is lock. But do you think the things there is True?? Obviously all is False. But Forget Totally What Happen. And go away, then at around 230pm went to NeTball Training. Today's training Although is Fun... But is tiring, And hurt my knee Cap again. oh my goossh!! And during NetBall Training Wondering is there anything happen??I Forget totally. And Got Dismiss At 6.10pm and lotter around the school. And go home. Before going home i went to Find my mum to Take Food home to Eat. As my Mum, Didnt Cook today so i go there to take too. and reach home around 755pm.. Emotional Facial Expression Change my Heart Easily.

Fainted on the streets near my house!! As I'm too Tired today. Run about 10 rounds Around the netball court. i think is because of that.

Rumours is Ending For me soon!! So no need to say that thing again. And Knowing that is not True at all FOr me. For me now is STUDIES! Although dont have LOVE from a Oppsite Sex.
We, Girls Still can live Without them, But For me I think that will be a lying matter For me , if i'm not wrong. as what my brain is thinking now. i also dont no. But i scare people around me will be upsad if this happen. So i will keep that to myself.

***Having a New HairCut is Good. Make all my Emotional Effect Changes. Becaming more Cheerful. And Must Be HAppy All the time Even Something Sad Happens to me. Or Maybe Thinking of Cutting my wrist. I think is Weird to do that. But people do that to make them high. Guessing only, But I no need to cut, i already Very hyper active. but just a moment ago, I was very very very very very very very very very Upsad About something. But just dont dare to say it out. I will say it out another time. There is nothing to say much for today.


[AHcare] "stupid post"